Long Distance Love (pt 20)

Wow. I have not written on here in a long time.   I had to re-read the last few entries to see where I was with things. So a few people have asked me about Kelli.   Occasionally, questions about her make themselves known, especially when I have not seen someone for a...

Long Distance Love (pt 19)

Okay, so I have had a few people ask me on this site, on email, and in person, why I could just not go over to America to be with Kelli to see if it would work. As for as I am aware, I am only entitled to a holiday visa, which entitles me to a 3 month stay in the...

Long Distance Love (pt 18)

Some times its easy to forget. With all the stuff that has happened and felt over the past 3 and a bit years, it is easy to forget the little things. Especially when I have been caught up in my emotions, and trying to give a little structure to something I can barely...

Long Distance Love (pt 17)

So, I had a lot of time to think about everything.  I was being logical and thoughtful.  I was calm.  I had an awesome holiday.  I was not sad.  A little disappointed.   I was not angry or in a heighten state, but I was a lot clearer about where my head was. The...

Long Distance Love (pt 16)

Well……….this thing is sure dragging itself out right? My mind flits on a daily basis about how I have given up/am giving up faith on her, and then seeing how she has treated me over the past year and a half, well the whole 3 years in fact. When Kelli is around and in...

Long Distance Love (pt 15)

I am slightly behind with updating this.  I write this now in October, but I am writing about events 6 or 7 months ago, and a lot has happened since then (or not depending on how you look at it).  Anyway, back to the story. Left alone with my thoughts I really find...